SURVIVED ....

I have survived a near month of a hospital stay ,but have made it home . Which is amazing feeling I have so many things that I need and want to share with that I have lived , thought about ,are grateful for , need to get off my chest and have experienced , but most importantly . I am home with our little man .Introducing Vann Edward Jones . So sorry no pictures to post yet as this is my first online experience and still building up my energy from my hospital stay . BUT we are happy to stay we brought home a healthy boy home weighing a 5lbs 9 oz and 19 inches long . My experience I will explain in much more detail at another time was not what we had expected but that just seems as that the way life has been thrown at us these days . I had a perfectly healthy C section the placenta came off the uterus wall as normal and I still have my uterus too !!! But during my recovery time it went for a turn for the worse I lost alot of blood and needed my first blood transfusion . We then went from bad to worse quite quickly and managed to get stable and remain stable to be able to make it home sweet home . I have learned alot during my stay and have grown as a person as a woman and as a mom . I have so much to be grateful for and so so many people to appreciate even more now. I will continue to gain more energy and get back to blogging soon enough in the mean time I just felt I needed to update you all . I have received emails from some of my blog readers and so thrilled that I have so many people following my story and really glad to hear from you . It shocked me to know so many of you were reading but also thinking of me and my family too . It really truly means so very much to me . I did manage to save some of my thoughts and days in a journal and so plan on sharing some of those as future blog posts . Now I must get back to enjoying life with the people I love most as life is way too short and I have so much to catch up on . And too be quite honest with you all my breasts feel like they all ready to explode so better go feed a hungry baby .